where the hell haf i been

answer:suffering

oh well
its been what, a month?
banyaknyer kejadian yang seronok untuk diceritakan
but lets bercerita pasal kejadian tak seronok dulu
get it out of our system
hoho

i started my practical
last month
Golden Holidays-MAS
no allowence
830 to 530
5 days a week
BLURDI HELL-BOSAN NAK MAMPUS
gawd

u kno wat
xde mood nak tulis dah
i shall end this blog wif a scary yet completely utterly painfully true statement
hell, i wish i was back in school
end

happy birthday abah!

medan piccies
Originally uploaded by disputed over-lamb.

mak, abah and me: danau toba,2003

happy birthday abah
happy birthday abah
lalalalala

i called him like, at noon. baru teringat
nak wishla kononnye

the conversation went sumting like this

me: lalalala (tunggu abah pick up the phone)
abah: hello?
me: bah? ila ni.
abah: oh.yes? why? duit habis?
me: erm, no-lah. happy birthday abah, happy birthday abah, happy birthday to abah, happy birthday abah..
abah: oh (sounding a tad relieved. the reason for this didnt occur to me until later) thanks! hows ur xm?
me: lets not spoil your day la. how was the wedding? (whole family balik kuantan for my cousins wedding yesterday)
abah: it was ok. im wif mak now, shopping for kain batik. akak and adikadik kat rumah nenet.
me: kewl.(damn, at dis precise moment i was worried my credit wouldnt last the conversation) tell them i said hi. gotta run. happy birthday, ok?. many happy returns. u enjoy ur day. i luff u.
abah: i luff u too. u still haf duit ke?
me: got la, some.
abah: oh. ok (not convinced)
me: alright abah. byebye
abah: bye
-end-


then i noticed la.
choi.
obviously, abah ingat the only reason i would want to call him would be because
and only when im broke ergo asking for more money for him
sad
im 22 aledi wei
sad
betta start earning own money soon.
sad

anyway

i love u, abah
i swear im gonna start paying u back. soon
i hope

timecheck:430 am

me and wiwi.
we wuv each otha.

project room
this was 5 hours ago.
shes asleep now
poor thing
penny got googoodolls iris on play
aircond whirring
keyboard taps
mouse clicks
occasional cursing
the smell of heated cables
cpus humming
if u listen hard enuff u cud actualli hear the waves at the beach

aah
IT student living in labuan
it doesnt sux that much to be me